This isn’t a theory lesson.
It isn’t polished theology.
It’s a raw field report from the trenches of the spirit.
Semen retention has been hyped as a secret weapon. A way to get stronger, sharper, more attractive. That’s how I stumbled into it. But what I didn’t expect was the supernatural collision that came with it.
I hit day 30 and my whole world cracked open.
The Early Days
It started subtle. A sense of energy running through my body. My head felt heavy with pressure. At times it was like bubbles of heat rising from my stomach to my skull. I’d read about kundalini, but I didn’t know it could come alive like this.
I thought it was the Holy Spirit. It wasn’t. It was counterfeit fire. Because there was no clarity, no peace. The Bible says a sound mind is a mark of God’s Spirit. What I had was chaos.
At that stage, my motives were twisted. I was using retention for one thing: to chase women, to perform better, to win in bed. I thought I was hacking my body to impress strangers. And right there, God broke in.
It was like being on a stage with thousands of eyes staring. I felt seen, judged, and exposed. I knew instantly that I was wrong.
That was the moment it all turned.
A Dangerous Timeline
The supernatural followed a strange clock. It unfolded almost like a script:
| Day | Event | Impact |
|---|---|---|
| Day 21 | First psychotic break. | Felt like demons pushing into my head. Voices. Pressure. |
| Day 30 | Encounter with God. | Knew my motives were filthy. Felt Him watching and correcting. |
| Day 44 | Saw demons in people. | Faces distorted. Eyes shifted. Couldn’t unsee it. |
| Day 47 | Heavy psychosis. | Religious delusions. Thought I was a martyr. |
| Week 2 of being Born Again | Self-deliverance. | Cast demons out, regained clarity. |
| Later | Dreams of attack. | Dark beings tried sexual assault in sleep. Resisted. |
These weren’t abstract “feelings.” They were physical, mental, and spiritual invasions.
What It Was Like
I want to paint it plain.
- The pressure in my head was like a balloon inflating behind my forehead.
- The electric shocks from a pastor’s hand felt more like static than peace.
- The faces I saw change on screen recordings shook me. Demon features flashing in and out.
- The dream assaults felt real—black creatures grabbing at me, trying to drain me.
Every piece of it screamed one truth: semen is spiritual fuel. Whatever seed is planted inside you—Holy Spirit or counterfeit—gets fed by it.
Fertilizer for the Spirit
Here’s the way I came to see it: semen is fertilizer.
- If the Holy Spirit plants His seed, retention can water it.
- If kundalini sneaks in, that seed grows too.
- If lust or demonic influence takes root, you just built them a greenhouse.
I was watering everything at once. A mix of five or six seeds, none of them aligned. That’s why my life turned into chaos. I was spiritually untrained but playing with fire.
The Collapse Into Madness
By day 47, the madness was full-blown. I felt like I was being prepared as a martyr. Thoughts spiraled. Convictions twisted. I couldn’t tell if it was zeal or psychosis.
At one church, I let a pastor pray over me. Electricity jolted through my arm. At first it felt like a rush. But the days after, I sank deeper into delusion. If I had stayed there, it would have consumed me.
I began seeing what I called “demon face syndrome.” People’s features morphing before my eyes. Eyes darker, mouths snarling, cheekbones shifting. It terrified me. Later I came to see it as discernment—a gift, but one I wasn’t ready to handle.
The Turning Point
Finally, I faced it. I cast out demons myself. Not in a crowd. Not on a stage. Just me, in a room, commanding in Jesus’ name.
It was violent inside but calm outside. Afterward, clarity returned. The madness dropped. I felt clean in my head for the first time in weeks. The strange faces stopped appearing. The voices went quiet.
I realized then—deliverance is real. The authority of Christ is real. And that was what I had been missing the whole time.
Lessons Etched Deep
From the wreckage, a few truths stand out:
- Sound mind is the test. If you feel insane, it’s not God.
- Church buildings don’t guarantee truth. Some carry counterfeit power.
- Semen amplifies. It grows whatever is already inside.
- Self-deliverance is possible. You don’t need a spotlight—just authority in Jesus.
- Spiritual warfare is not optional. You’re in it whether you know it or not.
Quick Checklist for Anyone on This Path
- Don’t chase semen retention for sex appeal.
- Test every spirit that touches your life.
- If pressure builds in your skull, stop and pray.
- Don’t trust every pastor’s hand.
- Anchor yourself in scripture, not in energy highs.
- Expect dreams to get dark—resist them.
- Never forget: clarity is proof of God’s Spirit.
Final Reflections
I walked into semen retention like it was a trick for dating apps. I walked out of it marked by war.
At first, I played with lust and counterfeit spirits. Then, God broke in. He exposed me. He warned me. And He dragged me back from the edge of madness.
Supernatural experiences on semen retention are not hype. They are real. They can flip your life inside out. Some will bring you closer to God. Some will lead you to destruction.
The difference is whether you test the spirits. Whether you stand firm in Christ.
This is not self-improvement.
It’s survival.
It’s war.
And it’s a war only Jesus can win.
